yeah

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 20:35:53 GMT

well.. i talked to nick a few days ago, and eric is back.. i dont know how long hes here for, but he isnt gunna wanna see me, he prolly has a girlfriend, im to ugly any way.
bradley stayed home from school today and came over.. only for like an hour.. but i showed him the pictures that were on myspace (my my space) he was like oooo hello hope!
bradley is the guy i'll always like, im the girl he'll always hate me.. i mean were at least friends.. but hes never gunna like me.
jorden yelled at me for aiming him a few weekends ago, he was like what the fuck hope you aim me the second i get on what the fucks wrong with you or something
nick.. well.. i wanna get high with him.. haha.. were friends. thats not gunna change. im content with being friends with him. and jon..
Jon.. <3 i wanna hang out with him so bad, i miss him so much, me and jon are close like me and cameron are, but jon was there first.. hes amazing.
cameron.. hes been good. ive been talking to him on the phone lately. hes diffrent now. sence i left, he doesnt talk much to anyone.. ove the short 6 months i was there, i got closest to him and angelicha. who im not alowed tot talk to anymore, her mom thinks im a slut
chris... hmm..well.. i dont think i wrote about this. but like the weekend chris broke up with me he got back with his Ex ashley and fucked her. but then he tells me he doesnt curse anymore cuz hes christain. i dont get him.. he still wants to talk and be friends. i was cool wit that cuz were really close, even with out the love we are close. he told me i was his best friend cuz no ones ever been there for him like me. but hes never home. and i cant wait around forever to talk to him. and when you say someones never home.. its like hardly ever.. but chirs.. hes been at ashleys or at work for like 2 weeks stright.
i started talking to quit your life again! i love them so much.. im trying to get them to come here and play this month with gms, if all goes well it will happen.

thats all for now
byye

emo

Tue, 24 May 2005 21:38:26 GMT

i feel so emo.
i dont know why.

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I'd survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone

hmm..

StArRy NiTe

yeah

emo